Doctor update

8:00am. I'm up. Nervous. Ready to go. Drop George off at the grandparents and we are on our way. Takes awhile to park but finally 12mins late we arrive to the office. They call me back and my dr tells me the news. My MRI looks great. Minus the tumor. He said its small and not causing the symptoms. So I don't have a diagnosis. He said he thinks my last MRI reading was wrong and doesn't agree with their findings so it's more waiting. He said he doesn't wanna diagnosis me with something I don't have and he's not convinced so it's more waiting. He said I'll prolly never be normal and I should just accept that and get used to it. That part kinda pissed me off. Who wants to accept that their not normal. Not me! I'm only 23 years old. I asked if my vision will ever get back to normal. He said well it has been a year so we are gonna set you back up with a neuropthamologiat but it's been a year already with no improvements. So looks like I mind as well accept that this is me. I go for another MRI and back in October to see if theirs any change. He said when it hits (symptom wise) I will know and to call of anything new shows up So more waiting I guess. Maybe before I turn 50 I'll know what's causing me to be sick. Do you have any clue how annoying it is to have no diagnosis and just be sick. To be told to get used to it? Well if it's not ms and its something else then should I just get used to it. What If it could all be fixed with medicine. Whatever. I'm beyond mad and frustrated. On the upside in 5 weeks I have lost 17.6 pounds and feel amazing! So that's an update for now