Insomnia how I hate you!

So it's 2am and what am I doing. Watching another movie alone. I watched soul surfer and now I'm onto change it up! I've wrapped Christmas presents and am now thinking of cleaning the house. Obviously this is odd behavior for someone at 2 am. Two weeks ago I couldn't get enough sleep and now I can't fall asleep at all! Ive been going to bed at around 4 am and back up at 8am. Theirs nothing todo at this odd hour and I miss sleeping with my husband! I'm so sick of this. I can't take sleep aids as I become addicted to them and I could try melatonin but in the past it hasn't helped. I'm hoping this insomnia passes soon because I really miss sleep. Christmas is coming and all I can say is Santa all I want is a diagnosis. I've yet to hear the results of my MRI which worries me. It's gonna be one of two things. 90% chance of MS and that little 10% chance that it's not worries me. I mean that means more tests and who knows what's wrong. Well that's my rant. I'm gonna watch my movie. Sleep good everyone. Wish I could join you!