Nervous!

So after weeks of waiting I finally decided I don't wanna wait till mid February for my results. I called the place I had my MRI and they have everything ready for me to pick up. Robert can even pick them up tomorrow with a note from me and my drivers license! I'm incredibly nervous. I'll have a disk of my MRI and the techs notes which will say if theirs any "demylation" which is basically a lesion. I figure if I at least know what the results are I will be better prepares for questions with my neurologist. If the MRI shows nothing well then who knows what then. I'm scared. I'm prepared (I think) for the diagnosis of multiple sclerosis. I fit a lot of the symptoms. I have no clue what to do if they say it's not ms then what? What's wrong with me! I'm sure the next 24 hours I will be on edge and nervous as heck. These results can change my life! Wow! Just wish I had brought up the courage to get the results myself weeks ago! I guess I needed time. Time to be ready to face whatever it is I have to face. On another note I've been really working at loosing weight and exercising and I'm proud to say in 2 weeks I've lost 8.8lbs. Def not an easy task but it needs to be done. Thats my update for now. I will prolly be posting again tomorrow after I have had a chance to read my reports. Wish me luck (for any kind of answers).