Tumor?!?

Well Robert brought home my MRI disk and the paper with the radiologists diagnosis. "findings: note is made of a lesion which follows fat signal intensity within the left aspect of the quadrigeminal plate cistern. This most likely represents a lipoma." looks like I have a brain tumor. This arises a lot of questions for me. My MRI in June clearly showed a lesion where did it go? Was this tumor their then? Why am I having the dizzy spells, fatigue, vision problems and feet issues then? Everything I've read has said this lipoma would most likely not cause any symptoms. So where are my symptoms coming from? Could it actually just be a lesion from ms or do I not have ms and rather have a brain tumor and then still no reason as to why I have the symptoms I have. I'm so frustrated right now and why has my dr not called me?!? I called this morning and left a message for him. Hoping he calls back and can shed some light on the issue. Since I have the tumor I doubt that I have ms let alone ms and a tumor but why my symptoms and what's causing all this. If they say it could be caused by the tumor then it'll prolly need to be surgically removed because let me say I can't keep living like this. So brain surgery on my brain! They'd have to shave part of my head! My beautiful hair! I know I should just pray it can be fixed and cut out but I'm so confused. You know when you cry for so long and so hard that headache you get. Well ya I got that headache and I didnt even cry! I hardly slept last night. All I can think about is this piece of paper that is changing my life! Is it so hard to want to be normal. I'll even settle for anything that has a diagnosis in the end with some sort of treatment to help my symptoms. I can't keep going on like this. I just cant! I'm so sick of being dizzy and sick of feeling like I'm wearing socks to small. Maybe I'm losing my mind. Maybe all my symptoms are in my head! I am just so beyond confused and alone. I just want it all to be over ya know. Well that's my update. Hoping my dr calls me back and then I'll prolly post something again. Hopefully I'll have more answers.